Day 1. I've already gotten texts and calls from work. No joke. I mean I want to be helpful but please keep in mind I'm no longer getting paid. Sheesh. I've been caught in a state of everything and nothing all day. I have burst where I'm flying through the house and then collapses of exhaustion. How long will this go on? I'm a quick learner usually so hopefully I'll figure out how pace myself.
Being able to just make observations as to the state of things has been so strange...and alarming. I actually found a couple cobwebs in my house. So gross. I knew I'd been cruising by and covering basics but I never took what I was doing for negligent. I'm exited to take off the blinders that I've been too scared to go without due to sheer lack of time and properly attend to everything.
This morning I was able to make breakfast for us. And not the kind were I'm manically blending smoothies while yelling for ingredient approvals. I pulled out that corner pile of clothes in the closet that always manages to reappear when company comes over. I made a giant batch of The Pioneer Woman's iced coffee recipe. Oh my dreaminess, by the way. Its been a give a little, take a little kinda day. It's nice to be here and aware. The only things moderating my mood are the things that should.
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